No One Decides My Fate But Me

Break

Mon, 01 Oct 2012 19:22:53 -0700

She snuggled into him and sighed in contentment. This felt right. This felt good. Her arms wrapped around him, and she pulled herself closer. She didn’t feel the awkward. She just liked being near him.

Break

Mon, 01 Oct 2012 16:48:47 -0700

everythinghasitsprice:

Belle hesitated for a long moment, before saying, “…I don’t think I can handle being alone right now,” she admitted, sounding both pleading and ashamed.

Break

Sun, 30 Sep 2012 19:02:12 -0700

everythinghasitsprice:

There was a long pause, before Belle wrapped her arms around his neck and whispered, “I love you, too.” God, those words felt right.

Break

Thu, 27 Sep 2012 14:25:21 -0700

everythinghasitsprice:

She smiled sadly at him, “I wish it was that simple. But I was in love with him once. I think it died a long time ago, but I did love him.” I love you, now. “I’m angry, though, and I feel robbed of my chance to be angry. All I can do is cling to you and hope things get better at some point.”

Break

Mon, 24 Sep 2012 20:33:48 -0700

everythinghasitsprice:

She took the pain medication, “Thank you…” she shook out a couple before swallowing the pills. “I do feel a bit better.” She snuggled into his side, “I feel much better with you here, though.” She whispered, “Does that make me a bad person? That I feel better with you? That I just want to be with you?”

Break

Sun, 23 Sep 2012 22:04:19 -0700

everythinghasitsprice:

She gave a little nod, “Good. Someone will get some use out of that old junk, then.” She snuggled into his chest, “I hate crying. It never solves anything, and now I have a headache. Today has just been horrid and amazing.”

Break

Sun, 23 Sep 2012 16:15:02 -0700

everythinghasitsprice:

She nodded, continuing to cling to him. She calmed completely after another ten minutes or so. “I guess I’ll have to call the library and ask for even more time off. I need to arrange a funeral, get everything in order…” She looked up at him, her good eye now swollen and red from crying, “Do you want Gary’s old stuff? For the shop. I think if I tried to get near it, I’d just get sick to my stomach.”

Break

Sat, 22 Sep 2012 19:52:48 -0700

everythinghasitsprice:

She shook her head and clung to him, “I don’t even…” she gulped, “I don’t even know what I’m feeling right now. I’m sad and freaked out and angry…” she let out another sob, “I can’t believe this happened! I didn’t want to be his widow! I wanted to be his ex-wife! I feel horrible because all I can feel is mad but I’m sad too…” she was babbling.

Break

Sat, 22 Sep 2012 13:42:58 -0700

everythinghasitsprice:

It took a long time for Rose to calm down enough to be coherent, and even then she was shaking, crying, and choking on sobs, “I can’t believe…” she choked. Oh, god, this was so bad, and she couldn’t stop shaking…

Break

Fri, 21 Sep 2012 20:21:47 -0700

everythinghasitsprice:

She tried to say something in response, but instead it sounded like something shattered inside of her. Her arms wrapped around his waist. “I…I….” Tears began to fall from her eyes, hitting his shoulder one by one. Her arms suddenly were clasping him desperately, and she was letting out despairing wails of pain.

Gary was gone but he couldn’t be gone she was still mad oh god she would never see that jackass again…

Break

Fri, 21 Sep 2012 20:09:00 -0700

CHARACTERS → Mr. Gold and Rose
TIME FRAME → After “Help and Comfort”
THE LOCATION → Mr. Gold’s Home
GENERAL NOTES → Welcome to All the Pain

Emma had just left. She hadn’t questioned Rose’s appearance at Mr. Gold’s house, which she was grateful for.

But then Emma had broken the news. Gary was dead, crushed to death in his car when he got into a bad, one-man wreck just outside of the city. Emma had given a bunch of information, all while Rose’s head was spinning. She felt sick to her stomach. Gary couldn’t be dead. Oh, god, there was no way he could be dead. She was still angry at him for punching her in the eye.

By the time Emma left, Rose was shaking. She felt…nothing. Absolutely nothing. But she was shaking, and she felt like she couldn’t talk, and oh god Gary was dead. He couldn’t be dead. She was supposed to divorce him, not be his widow. She didn’t want to be that…

Her head was spinning, and was slowly becoming less clear. She was rolling slowly into a bad panic attack without realizing it, and she had no clue how to handle what she was feeling.

storybrookedailymirrorgossip: Gary Hunter passed away earlier today from injures sustained in a...

Fri, 21 Sep 2012 19:28:27 -0700

storybrookedailymirrorgossip:

Oh, god…

I-… I need to be alone.

Help and Comfort

Fri, 21 Sep 2012 18:23:18 -0700

everythinghasitsprice:

She gawked at the books, all the same. It was the largest library she had ever seen that was meant for personal use! Even she hadn’t had that many books. She let out a happy squeel before kissing him, “Thank you!” And going to dig through the books.

Help and Comfort

Thu, 20 Sep 2012 19:07:24 -0700

everythinghasitsprice:

Rose grinned, “I’d like that. We could just sit together…” She blushed again. Of course, that wasn’t what she was actually thinking. She was thinking about the two of them, reading together, and holding each other….

She had clearly been reading too many romance novels. Either that or she already had it bad.

Help and Comfort

Wed, 19 Sep 2012 20:34:24 -0700

everythinghasitsprice:

She cocked her head and frowned, “Well, thats difficult to pick. I’m still learning about you, Robert. I don’t know what kind of things you’d like to do.”

Help and Comfort

Wed, 19 Sep 2012 18:24:43 -0700

everythinghasitsprice:

Rose was totally at a loss as well. She was used to anything like this. But she knew she had to break it somehow, “What would you like to do? During our time together.” She was looking forward to spending time with him. More than anything in the world. But… Well, this was all new!

Help and Comfort

Wed, 19 Sep 2012 16:28:07 -0700

everythinghasitsprice:

She couldn’t help feeling a little self-conscious under his gaze. How could he just keep staring? She wasn’t that interesting! “Is the food alright?” She sounded more self-conscious than she had wanted.

Help and Comfort

Tue, 18 Sep 2012 20:05:10 -0700

everythinghasitsprice:

She turned that lovely shade of red again, “You’re welcome.” She dug into her food, hoping to distract herself. Robert was a wonderful man, but she was positive she would die of embarrassment because of his words.

Help and Comfort

Tue, 18 Sep 2012 19:33:04 -0700

everythinghasitsprice:

Rose had to learn how to taken affection again. She wasn’t used to it anymore, and the little things that Mr. Gold were doing were making her head spin. Still, she went back to cooking, and soon the spaghetti with home-made sauce was finished as well. She served Robert up some, before serving up her own plate. She brought both plates to the table, “I hope you like it.”

Help and Comfort

Tue, 18 Sep 2012 19:15:23 -0700

everythinghasitsprice:

The spaghetti wasn’t ready yet, but the salad was. She served some onto a plate, and plunked it down in front of Robert, “Eat. The spaghetti will be ready soon.” She hesitated a moment, before bending down and kissing him again. “Thank you,” she whispered.